I recall when a decision had to be made about my youngest’s schooling. Should she continue receiving her education in a Christian school or return to homeschooling?
There were many pros and cons on both sides. The school was great, but with my oldest no longer attending and driving to school, the back and forth would equal 900 kilometres of driving for me each week!
Homeschooling had worked out great in the past, but I had plans to return to writing full-time that fall. Moreover, my youngest has a dire need to see friends all day, every day. So, there were downsides to choosing to homeschool again, as well.
Sometimes, decisions are black and white. One side doesn’t align with Scripture and is more a matter of fighting our flesh, while the other is the Godly choice.
But as in this case, sometimes, neither decision is wrong. But what would be the best for her? What would God have us do?
Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take. Proverbs 3:5-6 NLT
For weeks, we submitted our will to God, prayed like crazy, read Scripture, and talked it out.
As much as I often wish God would use a megaphone and shout instructions in my ear, that’s not how He works.
Instead, it’s always the whisper. The nudging of the heart.
Finally, we felt led to return to homeschooling.
Once the decision was made, I felt at peace. My daughter was excited, too! I even felt at peace about my writing schedule being cut in half. I knew it would still work out. God is in control.
So, do you struggle to hear God’s voice?
Don’t give up.
Keep seeking Him. Read His ‘instruction book’ daily – the Bible is full of the wisdom and direction we need to live.